Water mirrored

I went swimming today.
1125m.
Head over water, inhaling through the mouth
Head under water, exhaling through the nose
Up and down, body fully emerged in bluish colored fluid.
I looked down, and I felt you.
I felt you swimming underneath me, on your back, facing me.
We are dolphins, whales mirroring each other.
So close, but never touching.
The moment lasts and lasts.
I step out of the water,
knowing that I left you there.
Knowing that I want to go back.

Is this healing?

//M/E